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For some strange reason, I notice small things that predict if my life will start to go downhill. I can’t remember exactly what it was this time until the day of it all happening. I bit my tongue. I guess I deserve it all though. I’ve been avoiding people, isolating myself, losing myself in World of Warcraft. Fucking evil evil evil game.

I need to exercise. I want to ride my bike on a deserted road. Pushing myself. Seeing how fast I can go for an extended period of time.

I’ve started doing breathing exercises to help my attention problem. I have a hard time focusing. I’ve never had that problem until computers became an integral part of my life. Five IM’s going on while working while answering the phone while maintaining conversation here at work.

I’m thinking randomly. Listening to The Merkin Dream. It’s pretty good, chill electronic downtempo.

Yesterday my Amazon order came in. I purchased Shadow & Claw : The First Half of ‘The Book of the New Sun’ and Robin Guthrie - Imperial

The Robin Guthrie album is amazing. Very kin to the Mysterious Skin OST. Perfect sleeping music.

Hopefully things will get better with me. I need to get off my ass and start exercising. I’ve already begun with breathing exercises, now I just need to follow through with more physical exercise.

I usually don’t rant like this, but I was inspired so I felt the need to.

Labels: books, life, movies

// posted by Wes Rogers @ 14:00